Just a rant.

Hi!

When did I become an americano with a splash of milk kinda person?  I liked my coffees sweet but w bitter notes of flavor bursts of caramel infused spices and a hint of citrus in it. I am serious, yes. But not so serious as to take an americano. Is it true that my coffee orders give me personality?

On a rather lighter note, is everyone as main character as I think myself to be?

Yes, I do think so. Is everyone as in their head? Does everyone think of songs evry time they walk through a particular situation?

We all need romanticism of our lives to get through.

Ps- Wix needs to have an autocorrect right here. You won't believe the amount of time i spent trying to correct the spelling of romanticism. I literally felt the guy from the rennaisance meme. ahh not again wtv.

There are certain events in life that really teach you who stands up for you and who genuinely care. I saw that within these past few months. I may not reveal how, but at least I know ‘my people’ no matter how life throws things unworththrowing.

A surprising factor is that what a 180 life has pulled on me. As a highschooler, I always used to tell my friends, that ‘if’ we're still friends in the future or ‘if’ we're still on talking terms in the future. Now, rather, when one of my closest friends said that idk if we're even gonna be friends in the near future, I became apprehensive, not realizing that I used to say such stuff before. Have I become more hopeful or rather more scared of what life may throw at me. Have I become secure enough to realize my set of friends or have I become a worrisome person in life who is scared to lose the ppl she has?

One more thing, I recently started reading this book by Emily Henry. This author has my heart. Booktok has consumed me. ABSOLUTELY. I did not read such trashy romcoms in high school, what the hell?????

Anyways, I got this book right before coming to college, in fact on the flight here. And I am reading it right after this semester ended. I wonder how differently I would have thought of it when I read it then. It feels like such a circle honestly. A circle with spirals in it.