discovery : recovery

Is it weird that you can feel more comfortable around people you have only met for a few months than those whom you might have known for years?

It may be the proximity of how much time you spend together or how similar your circumstances of adjustment are. It does not necessarily mean that you don't feel as connected to those back home but there isn't a sense of relation to where you're placed.

Is it because you're worried that that they won't accept the new person that you're trying to become and this new version is the only version that your acquaintances here in college have?

This is not imposter syndrome or an identity crisis but just how you wish to be perceived by everyone. Is it you trying to run away from your earlier self or you trying to have a new beginning?

I should probably study Taylor's series now. This calculus equation get me thinking, in order to find the error in the series you need to add 1. (n+1) and you cannot find it by using the original value by itself(n). Only then can you find the error. Consequently, If one needs to know where they're going wrong, instead of battling it there-you need to add different components to recover the result.

ok enough of pondering, i should actually study.